17520 hours of Hanna Aqeela

A second of your smile

a minute of your memories

a day without your messages

a week without u nagging at me

a month of your laugh

and TWO years of happiness.

Words are extremely difficult for me now to describe how much I am in love with you. I can't be more poetic that I was before to make u to fall in love with me over and over again. BUt i always have alternatives. I know I can't stop now, because there are many years to go through and I still need to make u happy. I'll do whatever it takes to keep us together. This time i will not try anymore. This time I will do it to make it happen. I just love every single thing about u.

I can't.

I can't live my life without u.

To my dear Hanna Aqeela, u are no others. One kind in my heart and will always be the one I love. Having u is enough for me. I love u.

Happy "cute" 2 years Anniversary my dear. And more to come. 

 

Goodbye the TALENTED one.

Semoga roh yasmin Ahmad dicucuri rahmat. satu pemergian yang sangat besar dalam industri perfileman kita. Beliau merupakan "trendsetter" bagi pembikinan filem yang sangat berkualiti. Akan ku sambung perjuangan mu itu. Walaupun kita xpernah bersua, tapi ini akan jadi satu anjakan dalam diriku untuk jadi seperti mu. Al-FAtihah.....

my face is burning.

ia hanya mengambil masa selama 5 hari sahaja untuk membakar kulit muke aku.. padahal satu cuti sem aku gigih nk mencerahkannya.. huhu. kenapakah begini?? sedih la..

Names that i have to mention.

In five more hours i am going back to Melaka. It's kinda sad because i have to leave all this relaxing life to a very serious study life. Im going to miss all the people around me so much, and they are mean so much to me. By this, i am goin to mention each names that is necessary. So people, appreciate this.

1. Mak yang slalu bg tunjuk ajar dlm kerje2 rumah. kasih syg yg xpernah ilang. syg mak sgt2..
2. abah yg slalu ceria wpun ank abah ni slalu menyusahkn abah. Both of u are my everything. living the world without u two will be so difficult for me to survive. Although im not the best child u guys ever had, but i will try to be and i am so proud to have u both as my beloved parents.
3. My siblings, akak, adik n aiman. Although i never said this out loud because i dont want it to sound so awkward, but i really love u guys. I am sorry for every mistake i have done. Ejat syg korang.
4. Arma the creative joker. Dude, sorry sgt dh jarang lepak. Im busy at Kolej and when at home, aku xsmpai ati nk tgglkn mak aku sorang wat keje. sorry ya. im glad have u as my fren. Jgn lupe wat lagu pasal aku.
5. Aqilah fat burner team. Im glad i have someone to loose weight with. thank you for making post for my bday. really appreciate it. we have the bond babe. jage naz tu.
6. ayid the long lost fren. tapi masih same mcm dulu. lawak2 bodo yg xpernah lekang.
7. kak ain. Kakak angkat yang sntiasa tau untuk menceriakn keadaan. kak ain sentiasa memahami.
8. Ammar n farah. Groupmate ku yg sntiasa gler.. ammar download master n farah always gelak mcm orang gila.
9. Cik Diana.. yg menjadi pelanggan tetap kaunseling ku. thanks for keep referring to me. I felt diperlukan.
10. Naz.. jage qilah.. thnks for the futsal shoes.
11. azeera yg tatau ape nk cakap. sgt ssh untuk di hubungi. tapi maintain as my best buddy. mane u ni?? skali skala, cntct la i.
12. All my exclassmate. DMC 4M yg baru jer dibubarkan, im gonna miss u guys a lot. we had so many memories of our own. be strong. we still together in our heart.
13. Last but not least, Hanna Aqeela bt mohd Rosni. The most outstanding girlfriend ever. Tq so much for being so understanding. I love u so much n i noe u do feel the same way too. we had our laugh, we had our fight. but that will never stopping us to keep loving each other. Thnks sbb x pernah bosan ngn ejat although ejat kdg2 bleh jd sgt annoying, teman ejat setiap masa xkira waktu, n byk lagi klu nk tulis. Stay with me k syg. InsyaAllah, we'll be together, forever. Muax!!

thats it. maybe ada nama yg xsebut n i am so sorry. i love everyone. Thank U Allah for giving all this people to stay around me. Im blessed.

i do cry when i write this post. SEE!! how much u guys mean to me!!! it do sounds like that i am going to die but im not, but again, who knows. Atleast this is the opportunity for me to tell this people how much i love them.

im goin to keep posting whenever i am free.

thanks for reading. xoxo. kertas.

Ape jadi kalau aku xbole tido?

i count jumping sheeps.

Start counting. . . NOW!!

1 jumping sheep, 2 jumping sheeps, 3 jumping sheeps .................... 1000 jumping sheeps............. 1000 000 jumping sheeps..

and still . . . i couldnt sleep.. aiyo.

Pieces that completes me. Thanks.

Hidup merupakan satu perjalanan. Xkisahlah sama ada kita berjalan, berlari, mahupun dengan kenderaan. Yang pasti, kita akan bergerak dari satu titik permulaan ke satu titik penghujungnya. Kadang-kadang tempoh perjalanan itu singkat. kadang-kadang lama. Satu epilog telah tertulis tentang kisah kita, dan tidak semua kisah itu sama.

Epilog aku tidaklah begitu sempurna, tetapi cukup menarik plotnya dan aku percaya semua orang merasakan plot cerita mereka menarik. Bohong jika ada yang merasakan kisah mereka hanya sia-sia. Mungkin seringkali kita tersalah membuat keputusan, tetapi simpang sentiasa ada dihadapan kita. Jalan itu kita yang pilih.

Friends, Hanna, n Family.. all of u completes me.. Thanks Allah.

The main topic...... it's not about me.

Sometimes it hurts when u are not so smart. Im not saying that i am stupid but maybe the closest word i could say is not so clever. People look up on u when u r smart, have good achievement in education. No matter where u go, ur knowledge is important. Even to your parents, having children that they can be proud of is enough when u have the chance to go overseas. Anyting u asked, permission granted. i could say maybe it is the payment for their hard work in being excellent.

How about a person like me who actually have tried my best in grabbing those achievement, but ending up to be the same over again? People don't see how much i have tried to gain a good result, they just see the result. and they conclude that i did not try.

Sometimes it hurts when u cant be the one who ur parents can proud of. Sometimes it hurts when u cant gain respect from ur siblings. Sometimes it hurts u have to lie the feelings u had just to show how strong u r. Sometimes it just hurts when things does not turns up like u wanted it to be. Sometimes it really hurts when u r invisible.

I was who i was.. but now i've change.. i did try hard, but it just not my luck.. i have feelings, n i still do.